Indoors, it felt like something was about to happen — even when nothing ever did. My body stayed poised, suspended, unable to fully arrive in the moment.

Even when the day ended, my body didn’t. Indoors, it felt like the switch to “off” was missing — as if rest existed in theory but never fully arrived in practice.

I was tired — deeply tired — yet indoors, rest never fully arrived. My body felt wired beneath the fatigue, as if exhaustion and readiness were somehow coexisting.

On the surface, I was calm. Inside my body, something stayed switched on. Indoors, that quiet vigilance never fully shut off — even when nothing felt emotionally wrong.

Indoors, breathing happened — but release didn’t. Even in quiet moments, my body stayed subtly tight, as if it never reached the point of letting go.

Indoors, feelings didn’t pass through — they stayed. Even after the moment ended, my body held onto the reaction longer than it did anywhere else.